NOT straight NOT white NOT male

i think this is the best place to share my zine with the world. this blog is one of a few reason i stay connected to the internet

I am VIETNAMESE, FEMALE and HELLA GAY (also VEGAN, STRAIGHTEDGE, FEMINIST, ANTI-THEIST/AGNOSTIC and NON-PACIFIST). if you want to read a zine from that perspective, read this one, i guess.


“I wrote this zine because there is a lack of radical media that I can really truly relate to. It is glaringly obvious that this radical scene is comprised mostly of heteros, of whites, and of males. I am Asian, I am hella gay, and I am female. 

Disclaimer: I wrote this for me a lot more than I wrote it for you. There is a lack of solution offering, and at the same time a lot rambling, because it is cathartic for me. Don’t assume that my aim is to educate ignorant fucks. It is not my job to be chewed up and spit out so that they can fucking evolve.

Always for the greater gay,

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Hand-designed cover

Introduction note

“And Ode to Chinkophiles: Yellow Fever”

“I Have Discovered the Words with Which to Express my Visceral Resentment of White Cockiness” - where I bitterly examine my inferiority complex

“Not Gay as in Happy, Nor Animal as in Cute, But Oppressed as in Fuck You - which i wrote for another zine whose theme was supposed to sit at the intersection of queerness and animal liberation if it was ever finished”

“Proving Myself: as an Asian and as a Female” - where I discuss, shortly, my relentless need to prove to everyone that I can be “better” than my stereotype.

“A Documentation of Vocalized, 21st Century Sexual Bigotry” - where i list a a few months worth of sexist, patronizing remarks

“A Documentation of Vocalized, 21st Century Racial Bigotry” - where i list some racist remarks I’ve received throughout my life

“Your Masculinity is Under Attack: In response to the new onslaught of ad campaigns that perpetuate sexism under the guise of ‘making fun of sexism through exaggeration’” - an obnoxious, satirical piece

“E.S.L.” - short and dry. about my being a 1st generation American in my family and not understanding American “manners”

“A/S/L? 14/M/CA” - a short essay about how i used to create online avatars to live out my dreams and escape my identity

“On privilege, ‘allies’, and bitterness”